
Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Yesterday, during a strangely positioned day off I decided to chill in a coffee shop at Yonge and Bloor (a popular Toronto hub). I left the coffee shop to go to a photowalk I wasn’t entirely feeling motivated for. Then:

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Not the most common of occurrences down one of Toronto’s busiest of streets. I haven’t taken a whole lot of pictures lately and been having some troubles getting the gumption to.
I had to at least check it out.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
All I had with me was this old Sigma and a couple of batteries. I didn’t really think to shoot, as opposed to just figure out what was going on but the camera was in my hand so I took a couple as I walked out.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
I wasn’t inspired enough to go close. Weirdly, in Korea I would have loved this sorta thing. Been right in the middle of it.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
I figured out it was a parade for CALM.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Cannabis as living medicine.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
I watched as they turned off Yonge.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
I think I’ll look back at this photo as something of a turning point for me. It’s not the photo, per say, more the feeling. After I took it, I had this overwhelming feeling to rededicate.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Not sure what it was. Maybe just serendipitous epiphany.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Fear is a choice. Being afraid to succeed is probably one of the worst fears a man can have. I think I came back to Canada afraid. Afraid that the life I had in Korea was a dream. Afraid it wasn’t a possible reality, but a break from such.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
It’s a crazy thought process. Crazy to think that way.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Perspective changes everything.
Things change fast.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
I thought it was the city. I thought the city had me down. All the stresses of trying to start the “real life.” The intertwined messages of being corporate or artistic.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
It’s akin to living or not. Since coming back to Canada I haven’t been living.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Surviving isn’t living.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
Maybe I’m not meant to live in “reality.”
Always felt like coming back, getting a real job and starting a real life was what I was supposed to do.
I’m not so sure anymore.
Certainly, I’m “supposed” to live.
The serendipitous epiphany.

Toronto, May 11, 2013. Sigma DP2
PORTFOLIO.